Sorry, Folks! Haven't had much to say this week. I have been lurking on other blogs though, trying to keep up with what's going on with everyone in blogland, but not really commenting on very much.
The issue? I'm really not sure. Just kind of been in a funk since my last few serious posts and don't want to be a Debbie Downer. Not just because I want to have something positive to say, but because I don't want to wallow in it either.
I planned a whole morning with my kids this morning, up early, haircuts, shopping, birthday party...but it's 8:30 am. I am sitting at the computer with wet hair, eating my 250 calorie breakfast (bagel thin, cream cheese, and Cherry Cobbler Yoplait light), talking to all you nice folks. (my kids aren't even awake)
I have to admit my motivation is waning right now, but I am still on track. I just REALLY need to step up the workouts. The Komen is coming up and I really need to start bumping up the intensity of these workouts and pushing myself to do the three miles. My mind has really been testing my resolve this week. It's the whole inadequacy thing. I am going to be with a bunch of people who don't know me and are gonna be thinking that I can't do it and I AM SCARED TO DEATH that I will prove them right.
This needs to be the point that my determination, strength, and courage need to kick it into high gear, but....Anybody got some jumper cables?
Aunt Flo came for a surprise visit this morning, so that may be part of it too.
I am on the fence about tomorrow's weigh in my weight has really been fluctuating quite a bit the last few days. All in all I am expecting a lower number, even if it is only slightly lower!