Saturday, March 12, 2011

Off The Grid

Sorry, Folks! Haven't had much to say this week. I have been lurking on other blogs though, trying to keep up with what's going on with everyone in blogland, but not really commenting on very much.

The issue? I'm really not sure. Just kind of been in a funk since my last few serious posts and don't want to be a Debbie Downer. Not just because I want to have something positive to say, but because I don't want to wallow in it either.

I planned a whole morning with my kids this morning, up early, haircuts, shopping, birthday party...but it's 8:30 am. I am sitting at the computer with wet hair, eating my 250 calorie breakfast (bagel thin, cream cheese, and Cherry Cobbler Yoplait light), talking to all you nice folks. (my kids aren't even awake)

I have to admit my motivation is waning right now, but I am still on track. I just REALLY need to step up the workouts. The Komen is coming up and I really need to start bumping up the intensity of these workouts and pushing myself to do the three miles. My mind has really been testing my resolve this week. It's the whole inadequacy thing. I am going to be with a bunch of people who don't know me and are gonna be thinking that I can't do it and I AM SCARED TO DEATH that I will prove them right.

This needs to be the point that my determination, strength, and courage need to kick it into high gear, but....Anybody got some jumper cables?

Aunt Flo came for a surprise visit this morning, so that may be part of it too.

I am on the fence about tomorrow's weigh in my weight has really been fluctuating quite a bit the last few days. All in all I am expecting a lower number, even if it is only slightly lower!


  1. Passing the jumper cables to Christie. I've had a couple of funky weeks too, Christie. Up and down and up and down, but I know that is going to happen and I am just going to accept it and NOT QUIT. That is the only thing that keeps me going is my resolve to keep going back to my centre and healthy matter what I've done or how I feel...I just keep going back. Hang in there, girl. I'm sure your aunt caused a lot of the funk.

  2. Aaaw it really sucks to be going through times when we have little to no motivation !! Push through !! (I feel like I'm saying that a lot lately lol) Even when you don't feel like it, do what is right, do what you've been doing, do what has been working. Once the funk passes you, you won't be left with any regrets.

    You can do the three miles. Go Christie, go Christie, go !! *cheerleader style* lol