Putting on my big girl panties and sucking it up. Life's too short! If I can think of anymore cliche's I'll input them here later...LOL
Truth be told, I am doing better than my last post and THIS is super good news because I full on believe that most of my doldrums seem to be stemming from an interpersonal problem that I am having with a close relative rather than from anything that is wrong with me.
You guys AGAIN, have come through for me and provided AWESOME support that I appreciate, but do not deserve.
Dawn, if you find yourself 'across the pond' and driving in my neck of the very scary woods, I will invite you in and take that hug.
So enough about all my emotional stuff...here's what I am doing.
I don't know for what yet, I don't know when, but I have NOTHING else going on, so I am about to go all Spider Monkey on that treadmill.
I bought a new pair of shoes today. New Balance. Finally some shoes that ACTUALLY fit my short, wide, Barney Rubbles. They feel so different.
Whatever I do...I'll rock at it. Still got the looks from the sales lady though. Looking at me like she can't believe that I can run at all. I hate that she made commission off me. Makes me wish I had a list of people that I plan to send before and after pics to like a big old EPH U!!!!!!
AHAHHAHAHAHAHA...I may have to actually keep a list like that...it makes me feel better.
I am back to using the plastic cups with straws (reusable). My old trainer told me that if you carry a fun cup with a straw, you are more likely to drink more water and stay hydrated in general. From my past experiences, I believe this as a rule. I have also put the banishment on S O D A. I have always been a take it or leave it kinda gal, but I find since I quit smoking that I am apt to latch onto other things in ways I never had before.
This is all for tonight. Tomorrow is a new day.